Let · go · of · the · things · i · never · had

Life, lately, has just been the stupidest piece of crap I've ever heard. 

It's hilarious really. I don't even know. 
I find it impossible to be mad or sad about anything that has happened since April. 
Because it's all in the past, high school is done. Family crap is just done. None of it matters.

Because right now, with graduating and turning 18, i just feel a ton of doors are just open to me. 

And all the stupid ass people who are like "OMG high school is overrrrr i'm going to miss everyone so bad OMG!" and who are crying and whining about how the "best years of their lives" have come and gone so quickly?

Then Go die. Seriously.  If you think high school is the best life has to offer, why continue in a life that will only progressively get worse, and remind you daily that you no longer are participating in these "best years"; you can no longer go back.

I will see the people from high school who I want to see, who I feel the need to see. Everyone else, it's just like, not to be rude, but it doesn't matter enough to get sad. 

No, I'm not saying their useless or dispensable, I'm not that kind of person. Sure, every person in that school has impacted me in some way, small or big. Whatever. But those who are meant to continue impacting my life I will see, forget the rest. Move on. 

High school is not the "best years of your life". 
A) How can you even tell that now? you're friggen 17-18 years old. Sure, they may be thus far, but I'd like to think I'd eventually, you know, become more valuable and contribute more to the world than I ever did in high school. I'd like to think getting married and having kids would be the best things in my life. Not spending 6 hours a day for 180 days a year for four years in an un-air conditioned building with people half of whom were complete strangers. 
B) why the hell would ANYONE still be living long enough to have kids and whatnot if their life just got worse and worse as the years went on? Seriously. You're an idiot if you think someone who wasn't a masochist would bear a life of crap. Or that God would be like "Oh, here's four years of good stuff, but I'm gonna give you 90 more of complete and udder bullshit" YEAH, OKAY.
c) I find it simply delicious that the same people who were crying at graduation about their life ending when high school did were the same ones who bitched day in and day out about high school drama, homework, teachers/deans, and seeing the same damn people everyday and not having enough time to see the people they WANTED to see. Seriously. That's hilarious. Thanks for providing me with a good laugh.

And no, I'm not being negative. I'm being honest. And if this is all your life is for you, four years of school entered in some popularity/beauty contest, than I feel pretty damn bad for you. 

Sorry.

Current Location:	My House.
For the first time I realize what I am without you-I am:	amused
Let's just keep...keep singing :	Pink Floyd. [Thanks Steve]